My days are good. 

Some evenings, like today, I get tired and I think, it's because I didn't sleep. I'll go to bed earlier tonight. 

Started feeling terrible earlier today. 

Came to lay in bed.

It's been hours.

He says it's cause I won't let my mind rest.

My mind won't let me rest.

I hate sitting here in the dark. 

I want to sleep

I'm tired.

It's Late already and my eyes are tired. 

I can close them. Or keep them open. It's dark anyways. 

Instead I toss and turn.

Eventually my mind will shut down and I will doze off.... Not in a deep slumber, like I would hope for. More like a long power nap. Just enough to give me energy. Cause surely I'll just wake up early and lay in bed waiting for my 6:30 alarm to go off. 

I can't sleep.

I want to.

Trust me I do. 

I just... Can't.