Sunday, March 31, 2013

My dearest Evanni:
In a little less than two months, you will be here. I still remember the call your mom gave me, at almost midnight! She asked if I was awake and then said to wait for a text message with a photo. I'm not sure how I knew before even opening the message, but the image of her positive pregnancy test, did not surprise me. I was crying before I could actually make out the two lines in each window, which indicated that she was indeed pregnant !! I called her right back and choked on my words, but managed to scream with excitement "we're having a baby!" You see, Evanni, your mom is my sister and despite the years between us, she is my best friend. She is one special person and holds a special place in my heart because she fought so hard to be in this world since day one. I love her unconditionally and you are going to be her life!! So guess what?? You will be stuck with this crazy Tia!! To be honest I was on team boy even after we knew you were a girl!! Haha. I kept saying you would surprise us and be a boy!! I'm sure you will be beautiful like your mama, she looks just like me, so you are both very lucky!

I can't lie to you, I am terrified of what the next few weeks will bring. I am afraid of the unknown and I'm sure every pregnancy has its risks, but your mama is so fragile!! So I'm asking you to please take it easy on her. If you want to come early, please make sure you are ready, but if you are going to wait it out, please remember that mama's health is fragile! She loves you too much already to think of herself, but I love you both and want the best outcome for both of you!! I can't wait to hold you and kiss you. You are the first baby for our family and we will spoil you like crazy!! So many people love you already and cannot wait to meet you.

See you soon.
Your favorite Tia 😉

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